Sent Raquette a text and he didnt respond. I wonder if thats any indication on how his day went on the water.
Yesterday was the first test of trying to keep a level head and work through a problem and accepting what I can't change. Those who are around me a lot were very proud I didn't lose it and do something regretful. Wasn't the easiest thing to do with the effect it had on my family, but being strong and even keeled had a better effect than my usual reaction would have. Now on to another day better than the last.